Yesterday i was so tired
that i shampoo-ed my hair with soap. =S

"God gave us two ears and one mouth
so that we would listen twice as much as we speak."
my dear friend diana reminded me of this.
which is very very true.
there is a difference between hearing and listening.
everyone hears, but how many actually listen?
i actually base my friendships on this.
most of my close friends always listen, and i thank God for them.
recalling so, brings back certain memories
of another friend or had-been friend of mine
who had complimented me of the exact same thing.

i really shouldnt expect much these days.
but i'm supposed to be positive.
sometimes i find myself helplessly falling
through the pithole of "acceptance".
though the plight i'm in is sort of my own doing.
nevertheless, i know i'll learn something from it.
though it can hurt and it can drown me in loneliness,
i'll just be thankful for it.
everything happens for a reason. =)

the light is starting to fade.