Recently i found myself lack of motivation and energy.
I've also came to realise that the cause of my insomnia is probably the result because of being insecure, paranoid and neurotic.
And also the lack of confidant. Someone to pour my sorrows...

i haven had a goodnight sleep since like 87837594590382 days...
its either that i woke up half way or i couldnt even sleep....
so i conclude that depression is coming my way...

my life kind of sucks these days....