i need the stength, motivation and the energy...
for what? for dieting of cos...
well it might be hilarious, but try being fat and disgusting..

totally so NOT appealing...
few weeks ago,i went on some freaking diet and i sucessfully shed 3 kg..
but few weeks later.. i put it on again.. all thanks to the delicious FOOD!!!
and i cant believe i said this my friend " nvm, just eat. As long as we are happy"
Its fucking irony because now im here compaining about puting on weight and all..

Its worse when im involve in sport.. because when i donte eat, i got no energy which also mean unable to row well!!!!

I need motivation.. Lots of it...