it seems to me that at this stage of life, my peers (and might I say myself too?) are so insecure about themselves or about life in general that they cannot help but to struggle along the lines of self identification or perhaps the urging need to know their niche.

It is just simply not enough to know that one is different, unique, because to begin with everybody is different and unique. So if everybody is unique, what is the worth of having another different thumbprint? It thus seems fairly important to know what makes one so utterly sui generis. A label, as might choose to call it.

It may be a talent. A hobby. A purpose. A set of attitudes.

Your signature laughter?

For those of us are lucky to find what the rest have spent all their lives looking for, ask yourselves.

How far are you willing to go for it?

Are you willing to go for the commitment without any holding back, without any regrets? Are you willing to be accountable for your talents and your abilities? Will you be able to take it if one day this thing that defines you fails you? Are you willing to go as far as those giants in our history like einstein VAN GOGH etc who possess such passion for their fields that they eventually self destruct?

I am not to sure about it.

Those whom I know who found their distinct qualities/talents seem to do nothing but to pick on them.

It is never the best; for what you are good at matches should match the world's standards of what is good.

Which is kind of sad, really.

What is worse than to find your baby and realise that your baby is ugly?

Thus I hope that the day I finally found my God given talents, I will not be busy lamenting its "quality" and busy going about seeing that I really put them to good use.


Really.

MY FIRST TRAINING AFT SO LONG=)

i dunno if i was kicked out of competitive team, it was either bcos the competitive team's boat was full and tts y they put me with the new girls[ bcos tt happen a few times b4] or because i m not up to their standard...
bahhh..nevertheless it was a huge blow ...alrte.. mayb not tt huge.. just a little..
hahaha....be it huge blow or a small one.. some ice cream n fries cure it all=)
ate lunch with hanna and yuting at pepper lunch proceeded to swenses for some fries and ice cream.. yum yum=)

cal, ashley and ellisa.
IM not attached physically but emotinally...[u guys go figure=)]