im still sick...
seriously... i kept on having tis tought tt im gonna get kick out db competitive team sooner or later..
cos i missed like so MANY TRAINING!!!!!!!
nd my stroke sucks.. my timing sucks..
BUT! that doesnt mean they shld kick me out of competitive team.. m i rte??
i donte wan to be sick.. i cant help falling sick..
i drank alot alot of water alrdy.. yet ...

its rlly a torture thinking this way.. unbearable pls ...
im sick yet, n instead of resting in bed..
im thinking... thinking of getting kick out of db bcos im sick..
thinking back what i overheard the db seniors' conversation last monday...
ppl who skipped too many trainings, will be replaced..
i didn mean to eavesdrop but i just happen to be there when they were talking bout this issue..
oh crap crap crap...... im gonna get replace!!!! @#$%^&*()$%^&*()
n i rlly donte wan =( i mean it...

im having this freaky flu which i had alrdy pass it to my aunt n bro....
theres an old sch tale saying tt if u pass ur sickness to someone else.. u will recover.. but hey hey hey.... its not true!!!!!!!!!im still having this flu .. its only getting from bad to worse n nth better..
oh man.. n if i give tmr training amiss, i would have alrdy skipped 3 trainings in total...
nd tt will be rlly irresponsible of me man......

had dinner with estee.. it've been rlly a long time sice we went out....
n the feeling is back... feelings of having someone beside you...
having someone who laugh along with ur jokes.. awww... it just felt wonderful...
i love her so so so so much.... we watched the omen.. its quite a nice show...
IF U UNDERSTAND ! we r gonne watch more shows.

my dear estee...we r gonna watch these movies together=)
1.) scary movie 4
2.) silent hill
3.) the break up
4.) lady in the water
5.) the devil wears prada