again.. me and my thoughts..

was juz running thru my mind.. when you've got some treasure somewhere.. it's so precious to you then you hid it well.. and had your map to remind and teach you how the find the treasure.. but.. maybe.. just maybe.. you might realise.. there're some focusing errors..

maybe.. you're thinking of protecting the map.. cos you believe anyone who find the map.. will find "your" treasure through your prescribed route.. so you end up thinking of keeping and hiding the map..

then one day.. when you want to retrieve the treasure.. you follow the route in your map.. you reach the famliar place.. where you kept the treasure.. but.. it's gone.. why so??

well.. you're so engrossed by the map.. you didn't realise.. that some other.. could find an alternative route didn't you? by then.. when you finally remembered that it's the treasure that matters.. it had been taken by someone who found it by another route.. your map has become worthless.. no matter how many times you re-walk the same route.. the treasure's long gone.

ciaoz..

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[edited]
i saw zf's blog just now... n i teared...
no.. nth happen to him n me....
its jus tt i noe he cared for me and all afterall...
despite what he told me weeks ago...

its just tears of joy...

nth.. absoulutely nth...is what i ask from you....
the occasional msg-es from you always brighten up my day...
you are one who is not good with words...
however..
im contented upon seeing you trying to cheer me up from times to times
tt practiacally alrdy cheered me..
one hold on because one noe tt it will be all worthwhile in the end..

i look thru my previous blog entry with the mission of finding corrct date of our first meeting..
nd so..2006 july 2nd is exactly one yr ...
1 yr of our neither here nor there relationship...
neither here nor there doesnt mean mean im grumbling..
im contented with tt... the occasional of me updating in ur blog and occasional you of updating in my blog...
its enough.. in fact its more than enough...
.

he is nt handsome[sorry for being honest] but he is darm sweet and cute...
and thats wad make him attractive[to me at least]

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had some problem with estee previously but everything is solve now...
n we are friends again!!!!!!!!! C'mon its just some minor prob...And we bare no grudges of cos...Its so nice having to know that there is person who will care for me sincerly and wholeheartedly...someone who noe me better than any other[ put aside my mom]and i noe her better than anyone[put aside her mom] It just feel so wonderful when u know that there are ppl ard you who love you for who u are and not what u r=)
nd i seriously love my bitch more and more..yes its you... estee lau hui xian...
we shall go out soon alrite!!!!!!

oh yes, HAPPY 16TH MY BELOVED ESTEE LAU ! much love honey!