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FCUKING SHIT..

i got a freaking 22 n i cant get into sp n nyp..
wtf ppllllssssss.....

mummy was asking me to consider ite..
but its a hell NOOO..
im not going into ite...
derek was telling me.. donte go ite la... later u become ah lian .. althou u r one alrdy..=(
yeessss...he was adding fuel to fire...
then he said.. if u rich then go overseas study...
i replied.. no money la... if not u sell ur car then give me the money=)
he say NO...HIS CAR MORE VALUABLE..
EEEVVVIIILLLL...

im joining private la i think..
with ZHI FONG=)
tts the oni happy thing looo....
then retake o next yr....
Zzzzzzz......

im crying.....
dad was devastated... he said tt i didn tudy...
he said tt i always go out n play....
i didn....i did study.... its the choosing of course tt land me in this problem=(
i rlly did study=(( I RLLY DID LA...
i let my mummy n daddy down....
this time i rlly did...
i can hear from the voice of mummy.. she was so sad...
but she donte wan to show it.. she was afraid tt i will be affected..
dad's voice was reflecting..
a single word...DISAPPOINTING
FUCK SHHHIIIITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no one understand la.. both of my bro in ite..
i sweared tt i wun end up in ite[like them]
but now??? its either ite or private...
its repeating...
dad told me smth tt is even more beart breaking..
he said... i tot u can get into poly.... never did i noe tt none of u 3[bros n i]cant get into poly...
i noe.. he must be rlly dissapointed...
i always noe tt all his hope is on me... so i tried hard pls....
i rlly dunno wad to do.....