day was a disaster..
im devastated.....
i can only keep myself occupied so tt i wun think of him...
but its almost useless..cos the moment i stop doing my stuff.. i started looking shag n blur or wadever way u call it...i miss you..

i feel like shit...total shit...
bahh.. yeap.. i cried.. i noe i shldnt have...
ystd...brother told me tt zf showed him his gf pic.. n im like... no no no!!! u r lying...
brother look rlly serious.. n i teared.. he saw.. n he admitted tt he lied...
i cried when im in the bus[on the way to work] i cried myself to slp[im not exaggerating]
i almost cried in class today...ALMOST.. but didn...

it felt like ystd...when i was intro to zf..
the lst time i cried for zf is the first few days aft i met him...i secretly thinks tt he was cute..
fair.. hair was quite long.. wear spect... look very "ping guan aka victor wong"]
some childish thing happen.. n im the main cause...
all bcos of my wilful n sensitive behaviour.. i landed him into some kinda of trouble...
he was my bf for one day..tts my sweetest sweet sixteenth present i've received..
and this time round...it will prolly be the last time i cry for him...
guys hated girls to cry... but i just cant help it...

im afraid tt zf's thinking tt poly guys will be better than him..
tts y he wanted me to forget bout him..
just bcos u r in ite doesnt mean u r not as good...
i just like the way u are... i like the way u finally admitted tt u liked me a few months back..i like the testimonial tt we exchanged,,,
i like the sms tt u sent me saying tt u miss me... mayb all these small things doesnt mean a thing to you.. but it mean sky to me..

ur arms are my castle ; ur heart is my soul..

lesson sucks today.. physics...
like omg.. im in sch of i.t ...Y m i learning science...
but anway...im staring into the air most of the time....
so it doesnt really matter...

ate nothing in sch except sweets...
came home n was suffering from gastric.. so i cooked maggie mee....
went online.. friends were asking what happen and all.-hugs
i love u guys....