m i going to stop studying???
m i going to end up with oni a o lvl cert??
m i going to go into the working society so soon?!?!?
m i going to just laze ard in the hse n die???

this good fren of mine , gary told me tt those ppl applicable for poly would have prolly gotten the reply alrdy=((
however.. qiu ping told me tt.. she called the poly.. n the poly told her tt the latest we will receive the reply is ard mid april..

seriously...im effing scared...
i dunno what to do if i rlly donte get into a course...
firstly... my parents would be dead sad....
secondly... i think im a disgraced..ok mayb not tt serious..

i once told myself... im going to do my parents proud someday..
even if i cant get into junior college.. they can AT LEAST tell the friends n relatives tt their precious daughter is in XXX poly...n not society poly..
but now.. I CANT EVEN GET INTO A POLY!!!!!!!!!
WTF PLS!!!!!
n the funniest thing is... the intake of private o have stop..
so if i wan to retake my o.. i can oni retake next yr..

WHAT M I GOING TO DO!!!!!

OK,.. i rlly cant get into poly..
i shall work..
n retake my o's next yr....
study super hard.. get into digital media design...or marketing.. in nyp..
ok.. tts it...

im going tomb sweeping in msia tmr...
im super filial pls.. i've been going to msia for tomb sweeping EVERY YEAR....
SO MY ANCESTORS.. PLS WATCH OVER ME PPLLLSSSSSS....
mayb i will ask daddy to stop over at some hypermarket for someshopping....
hmmmm...

CIAOZ...
god bless me PLS...