i just wrote a whole page of explaination.. but i deleted it..
i think tt i donte owe anyone explaination...
i arent gonna waste my time xplaining.. yadayada..
estee told miee bout this gathering.. im like wow gathering fun.. n guess wad?
its a gathering with ken estee n i.. to settle things...
*shake head..im not going to waste time darling..
just let it b my fault alrtd.. i donte mind being the bad guy[once in a while]

he can say i lead him on.. ok... mayb?? but.. nvm..
just let it be my fault baby=))

im gonna rest..
i donte wish to think about his anymore..
im just starting to forget bout this yet estee's mom suddenly brought this up again...
well... i noe auntie is nice=))
but i just wan to not bother about this anymore..
anything.. i will say..come on.. its my fault..
just end this whole thing....
it draining my energy..
im tired...
CIAOZ

*i wun be blogging in the next few days...
or mayb even weeks..
i need a rest=)