dark mood....
bad day...
drowing by problems...
stress engulfing miee..
m gonna burst into a million pieces...
stomach rejecting delicacies...
im falling....
apart...

im feeling so stress up ....
have been going out for the past few days...
trying to forget wad had happen.. n yet..
tt he nv fail to give miee calls[ call of trouble.. stress.. irritation.. ]
in a simple term.. the call just make miee remember everything... all the bad stuff tt happen...
im gonna stay at home today..locking myself up..
not answering the hse phone.. n im gonna silent my mobile..

was out with morven n victor for the past 2 days...
day 1
we went to sentosa[for tanning of cos] then pai nian at estee hse..
on the way.. we walked pass morven's shop.. victor tt ass hole shouted.. MORVEN BROUGHT HIS GF BACK!!
wtf!!!!!!!!!!!! kay pos run out to look at miee...-_- n morven's mom quickly turn her head to look at miee...IM NOT HIS GF....victor is...

day 2
kboxing till 6.30 in the evening[with morv n vic].. soon after ..met up with bestie[estee ] n hui linn...
chingay jam the whole place..road close down.. i got to take mrt to chinatown then take a bus back home... troublesome...by the time i reach home.. its 11.30 pm..jon chatted with miee fer a while.. then i put down aft a while.. cos i got no mood...n then he sms miee asked if im alrte n stuff.. i told him im ok.. when actually im not...

alrte.. end of my depressing blog...
CIAOZ...

look at miee...
u may think u see..
whu i rlly m..
but u nv noe miee..
everyday..
its as if i play a part..
now i see..
if i wear a mask..
i can fool the world..
but i cannot fool myself...
"extracted from reflection by christina"