time passes so quickly all of a sudden..
while im colouring my mummy's hair..
i realised smth...
she has GREY HAIR!!!!! she is getting older...

my dad hurt his knee the day before..
he was invited to join in a basketball match..
n he happily joined in..
only to realised tt he was no longer as energetic n active as b4..
n he ended up hurting his joint...
he is getting older..

two of my beloved brothers are getting mature..
elder brother is in navy now[national service]..
n my second brother will be entering ns in mayb half a yr time??
elder brother who used to piggy miee back from kindergarden is now in n.s!!!!
he was then p6!!!![12 yrs old]
NOW.. he is 21!!! 9 yrs!!
n my second brother.. who used to beat miee AS N WHEN HE LIKE.. haha... just kidding!!! not really actually..
im too sure why we always fight.. but its always bcos of stupid reason i guess..
NOW.. we r no longer fighting..
sometimes.. i even confide in him...

n for miee.. im getting mature too..
or.. mayb i shldn say im getting mature..
i shld say i've seen many things...
my thinking eventually mature faster than the normal teenagers..
cos im NOT a normal teenager..
MY LIFE IS FULL OF UPS N DOWNS..
n yes.. back to the topic...
while im clearing my purse[need to clear all the receipts] i saw my ic..
my god.. im sixteen.. few years back.. im still having fun at my primary school..
playing basketball n soccer with gary n company at my alrdy closed primary school...
NOW..
no longer so sporty..
no longer running around like a lost controlled horse...
all this prove smth...
yrs have passed..
n im growing ...

this prove smth.. ren lao bing si[ man gets older n die eventually]
mum n dad will eventually pass away...
im not cursing them..
im reminding myself tt one day.. they will be gone..
n i will be really on my own..

im just so afraid of losing them..
i donte wan to lose them...
but yet again.. i noe.. yes.. ren lao bing si..
and its part of life..

i noe eventually..
there will be one person to share my joy n sorrow..
my man... my beloved husband...my everything..