[im scared ...im afraid.. im paranoid...]


i woke up at ard 10 plus .. went to my bro room n used his com.. then felt veri sleepy.. so decided to squeeze together with him in tt small single bed.. HAHAHHA....N THEN i dreamt of smth TTS RLLY SCARE THE HELL OUT OF MIEE...


i dreamt of someone sending miee home..but i cant seem to figure out whu was tt guy hu sent miee home.. his face was rlly blur... while walking to my flat.. i saw a shadow of a hand clutching to smth tt look lyk chopstick.....the hand look as thou its gonna stab miee with tt shopstick...i asked the person hu sent miee home if he saw tt... he said no but actualli he saw it...he said no bcos he donte wan to scare miee... i ignored tt hand n walked past it.. this time i saw a lil girl standing on the railing... darm... im so scared...so afraid so paranoid can?!?!??!?!


I woke up in sweat...then i fall into deep slp again...this time i dreamt of smth stupid... i dreamt tt theres alot of mooncake in my fridge.. lots n lots of mooncake... HAHAHA....DUMB...HAHAHA...


i told zhi fong about my dream n he said tt i've got not enough slp tts y i dreamt of those things... he said smth funny too.. he said tt i dreamt of mooncakes bcos of the movie[the myth] i watch the day b4...he said tt the princess look lyk chang er.. tts y i dreamt of mooncakes.. HAHAHA.. hmmm... well.. PRETTY DUMB...HAHAHA...i just figured out y i dreamt of the hand cluthing the chopstick... its bcos of the movie i watch[high tension]...Its bout being chase by a cold blooded killer.... n tada.. tt dream....my god.. i think tt movie was too scary fer miee... darm.. i shldn have watch tt movie...it make miee shiver whenever i think of the movie...arrr....


ESTEE LAU HUI XIAN...I LOVE U !! NTH BREAKS OUR DIAMOND FRIENDSHIP OK.. TRUST miee.. ya my one n oni bestie in the world.. i dunno wad is happening to u these days...u seem to b angry with miee for some particular reason...im rlly sorry if i neglect u or smth....BUT PLS PLS PLS.. STUDY OK!!! DONTE GIVE UP!!! DONTE STOP STUDYING!!! DONTE B COMPLACENT!!!! remember?? u wanna enter a college.... ya not getting into college if u mantain this way alrtd...if u need someone to study with u.. u can always look for miee alrtd.. thou im not sure if i can go out to study.. but im sure u can come over my hse to study together if u wan to:))ONCE AGAIN... I LOVE U MY DARLING!!!!!!!! NTH CAN WORTH MORE THAN U....