so my dad finally blew up, after several attempts to attract his attention...showing attitude is just another way of me trying to attract his attention...and why the need of attracting HIS attention when he as my dad is suppose to show me his attention? heh, tts simple. cos he got himself a gf and is now constanly trying to impress his gf and thus yeap.. negecting me, his little girl.

i donte think he knew my problem with him getting a gf, but in fact i've got a huge one with it. i tried telling him one night, but i started crying b4 i can even start on the topic... and he didnt even realise tt i cried.. tts pathetic.. see how insensitive is tt? ... i appear rlly nice to the gf thou.

ok forget it, tts contadicting. i think the problem lies with me being too insecure.. im afaid tt i might be neglacted( which is alrdy happening i guess)...

this happen u grow up in a not so proper family...