Ever since she came..
I’ve been struggling..

And after nights of emotion struggling...
im picking myself up slowly..
no choice, i have to... i need to...
but i rlly do wonder why i cant be like my bros..
they donte seem give a damn about this matter at all...
i mean i rlly do wan to be like them sometimes... in one way or another....

oh shit oh shit...
sch starting.. fuck fuck fuck...

i hate it...

things left undone..
1.) fine dinning n spree with jeri..
2.) gym( never seem to be done, damn.. haha)
3.) navel piercing!( kaz told me tt navel pierce is one motivation to lose weight!)
4.) facial..
5.) hair colouring...