ystd night was a teary night.

Its like suddenly all the stress and tiredness of the past few weeks suddenly just hit me right in the stomach and knocked the wind out of me, the presentation ,the training ,the wierd friends and just the constant feeling of being deprived of all. All of that balled up into a ball and thrown at my stomach. Man the feeling was horrible.

the reason for sudden offline last night was because im crying.

Not sad, just the tears flowing, which felt wierd, like when you wan to turn of the tap but its jammed. Anyway then im okay now.